Chaosblessed, 38

looking for love, loyalty, and long term commitment I'm a waiting until marriage virgin, who's had difficulties in the regular dating pool. Most men apparently can't grasp the concept of a relationship without sex, and seem to expect it within the first month.I've lucked out and had a long term relationship before, with another virgin until marriage male, unfortunately he moved away. I'm a strong willed, eccentric female, who loves the art's and sciences. I'm a very affectionate and nurturing person, who believes in waiting until marriage for a myriad of reasons, including wanting to give my future husband my undivided love. I'm Egalitarian politically, and some thing of a feminist, so I won't do well with men of the Abrahamic faiths. I am spiritual though, and my spirituality is bound by observable science. I like to paint, sculpt, sew, read, research, and write. I also love hunting snakes/turtles/etc in the woods and water ways, on a catch and release premise, and though I do not hunt animals to kill them, I do enjoy venison. I'm looking for a man who is creative, intelligent, and loyal, who understands the power that comes with sex- the binders that if used properly can cement a relationship, but if misused can cause an emotional hollow like I've seen in some friends and locals (cult leaders encourage promiscuity with good reason). I believe that everybody can and does make a difference, it's just a matter of whether they notice it and care to make the difference for the better, or just follow the status quo.