Bodyreadings, 39

i am here to see other people that do not want to get involved in the s_x activities.in my life situation, it is very complex, or rather too complex to write it here in public way.i have studied human organisms and can explain many things that people struggle with in their s_x lives and figure out what is going on to some degree.maybe i would like some female friend here that has the same values and principles and law that is better than the world we live in.i don't want to connect with anyone that does not love jesus, i can accept that we are lost in this world and that we need someone for support and growth and to feel respected and treated right. my life mission is not connected to this world but some wrong path led me here and it is better to spend some time and a relationship with someone who cares for you rather than someone who is not worthy of you.i do not seek worldly and extrovert people, but rather shy and introverted ones that do not belong to this world.i also do not tolerate lying and manipulative people.my health is damaged through many things in life but mostly through people that hate other people who are chosen for something great and that are not of this world. for now, i seek only online relationships but maybe later who knows?
I hope to get restored soon, but if that does not happen i want to find similar people here.i am an expert in alternative health and still do my research to gain knowledge of our bodies and the energy inside of us. i did not know this community exist and that there are many people who do not want to get involved in the s_x activities, although i fast from my passions in order not to be ruled by the body and that i would be true, pure, self and worthy for the calling i was meant i did not know there are so many people without this drive at all, maybe it is just chemistry or it could be something more. for me, age is not relevant but i want to avoid younger ones because of ----.