Toorare, 42

I am seeking true connection through emotional availability. Endless conversations that will soon lead to a 3D experience where we can enjoy the pure essence of our bond. Laughter, touch, mutual respect and availability is key for me to unlock my authenticity. I label myself an Asexual Homoromatic. I have an aesthetic for men. I crush on them a lot as well as admire masculinity! I soon anticipate to be solely matched long term with another asexual or even an open relationship with one who may not. Many are intrigued how this will suffice but more are in love with the saga and outline and silhouette of a man I created and immensely honor. I have yet to meet him and he has a name. He's my idea of masculinity, protection, provision, intelligence, maturity, companionship, partnership, sensitivity, and love. Thinking about creating a movie called The Asexual.. very interesting! My personality operates like non other. I don't process or think the same as any of my predecessors or people I choose to connect with. In conversation you'd be able to recognize quickly. Two things I desire the most is the reflection of my highest self through another. When that individual allows you to be you transparently and their connection doesn't shift. It's better than Christmas and I haven't felt the joy of that since the early 2000's. The other is to soon enjoy lying and holding or cuddling a statuesque man watching a movie after a delightful dinner eating chocolate as I stroke my fingers though his hair, trace the contours of his face, and scratch his beard with tummy and foot rubs. I'd like to -------ly assist in him drifting off to sleep or caress his senses to release endorphins of relational satisfaction. As an Asexual I am approached like a monk in a monastery. As if I stay in a temple all day and worship God and anything besides breathing is sinful. I also relate to Placiosexual to a degree. I still become aroused in many ways. I just don't feel or have the need to h