Reikai, 32

My name is Kyle. My journey towards celibacy started when I learned reiki in 2017. Unfortunately that journey was hijacked by a very traumatic "relationship" with someone that was using a fake name, identity and story. I was lead to believe that we were fully committed and in love, but they turned out to be married with kids. So let's just say she was clearly using me for my gifted physical attributes against my will. That left me with a lot to heal in 2021 when I learned who she really was, the last time I saw her was early 2020 due to Covid. Physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually and energetically I was a wreck. I won't go into details on the physical condition she indirectly caused but let's just say it made sure I stayed celibate when I learned the bitter truth. I did enter a brief (real) relationship in 2023 but it didn't feel right physically, the frequency just felt off and I wasn't physically healed enough yet to enjoy being intimate yet, even if we were the perfect match. So I've only been intimate with 1 person in 5/6 years. I've been fully celibate ever since the middle of 2023, focusing on self love and ways to accelerate the physical healing process ready for the right person to enter my life. I'm looking for like-minded souls who share an interest in self healing, reiki, chakras and anything adjacent. I would love to learn about new modalities, anything on a similar wavelength or frequency. I would also love new hiking and wild swimming partners to get me out in nature more.