Giajuel, 58

i enjoy crafts of all kinds, charity work, animals, my family, environmental issues, intelligent conversation, sci-fy and fantasy, paranormal stuff, making people happy, and the simple things in life.I don't like being handled like some piece of meat or on display like some sort of trophy. I'm not a toy nor am I a prize to be won. I've too much to do to worry about offending someone because I'm just not in a lovey dovey mood. And I won't put on a show denying my feelings in order to please someone else. Been to the show & on the shelf all my life, ignored unless it was to show me off. I had that! I want a deep meaningful relationship based on something real...I've known the true love of my life...barely survived it too. I no longer desire that, I sincerely desire a partner,friend,confidant,& soul friend. Male or female although I'm straight & love men, I don't want a touchy feely S-- relationship. Laughing at each other & dancing in the rain without feeling as if I must perform to worth anything. I'm not some clingy,needy,insecure,weak minded,game playing, drama queen! But I admit that I'd really love to welcome someone I can depend on & trust as well as someone I can love & be loved back as an equal. Someone to work with on attaining each others life goals, to go to movies together, & talk all night about whatever....I need a true friend who'll be a friend without strings attatched or conditions or without expecting anything from me...ie,money. I'm tired of being alone in a crowd. Sick of hearing my own voice echo back to me in the night. I'm lost without knowing where I'm suppose to be. All my life I've taken care of others & did everything that was expected &/or required of me, what of my dreams? I'd really like to have some that consisted of someone thinking of me favorably & someone to help me clean the dust bunnies out of the closet of my life & someone to sing with me as we walk down this new road together.