Silverjoker, 42

Insert something not too lame, not too deep I find it hard to describe myself in the most "as-it-is" way. I tend to leave out the parts that seem less exciting, or that don't make me look like a misunderstood genius. The truth is I am no genius, and in fact, I'm not really that exciting. I guess I am funny, in a cynical way, and I consider myself intelligent enough to have interesting conversations and opinions. I am also generally tactless, but it's not really with the intention of disrespecting people, I just think respect should not be based on following an "lexicon" of empty words. I'm a bit of a loner, and it makes me really independent in a relationship, and I dislike over-dependency.
Physically I think I am above average, if only slightly, except maybe for a dozen pounds of eating poorly I could manage to lose with a bit of motivation.
I joined Celibate Passions mostly because I don't really enjoy S-- that much, and I think it silly to consider it a factor in the success of a relationship.
I am looking for a close intellectual relationship, with someone who could kick some passion and motivation back in me, perhaps make me feel younger than I currently feel. I could also use a good penpal, one that is away from my everyday life so that confiding to them would make me feel like pouring my soul into an intelligent diary, and make me want to listen back to their confidences.