Patella, 44

I am, as far as I know, an aromantic asexual. I would like a very close best friend for life. The problem is that everyone else looking for this seems to also have this romantic/physical attraction side that is missing in me or that I just don't understand. Even so many asexuals do too, and that is even harder to feel like an outsider even again or what is wrong with me. So it's like I'm left alone, everyone either wants that side, or, already has it with someone else so then doesn't need a deep friendship from me very much.

I am a christian and my relationship with God is my meaning and purpose and joy in life. I would like to know someone who has this same desire or interest to know Him. It fits me to be single with just God as my closest person but I would still like a close friend and love them, just platonically, and with God's love like I want to love everyone.
I don't have or want a super active social life. I like to think, talk about God and other deep topics, pray, go for walks, read, and help and serve people. I am really burdened about the unreached and people around the world without basic needs even and want to be more involved even if "just" prayer and helping support organizations and ministries more directly involved in those locations.
In the past few years I really got into bike riding and average several hundred miles over the summertime. I also started learning Amigurumi (crocheting small animals and toys) in 2017 and really find it fun, to give away some but also keep some, I am pretty juvenile in ways I guess but it brings joy.
I would enjoy getting to know someone else and would like to share in their hobbies and interests too.