Masterfantastic, 45

I am not completely sure what i am looking for i guess. I suppose i tried to hard to look and got the wrong thing.Well i guess I'm looking for somebody that is interested in the same things i do.... i watch a lot of anime, i sing and play piano ( well i try to play piano) people say i'm really good but i think it's just because they don't play an instrument. I used to play a lot of table top games and board games but i have not really had the people to play with lately. Most of the time i just write music or watch anime. I recently started working out again so getting in shape is a big focus for me right now.
I am a pretty laid back guy. I like operas, plays, musicals, and i like things to stay pretty calm... as in i am not really into most concerts, even though i like all music. Everything from Pantera to Chopin to Dean martin. Music is more than just notes and chords to me, it is a universal language in itself and has been a big part of my life.
I hate liars and fakes.I can accept any thing you might be but i can't stand people that aren't honest with them selves and people that are supposed to be part of their lives.
I love solitude and peace. It's strange but i'm surrounded but still feel lonely.
Knowledge and purpose is what i crave the most i suppose. I guess you can say i am eccentric to say the least.
I was always the guy that had to make sure every one was laughing. My main tactic was to make strange noises or odd sarcasm. Sometimes it isn't taken well .. haha. Like the other day i was at work and said " Hey i got a good knock knock joke for you.... but you gotta start me off" They said knock knock .. i said who's there.. and they just stared at me like ....what?
Well somehow i manage to ramble on about stuff even while making this.. even though i realized i was rambling and could have deleted it.I guess you can see how i am kinda chaotic and always thinking about something other than the present. I guess i'm out of letters