Christian314, 46

I have been practicing zen meditation since I was 21. A few years ago I came across one of Pema Chodrin's books, and started practicing Tonglen. Recently I have become curious about taoist energy practices. My motivation for practicing has evolved over the years, and I find a strong desire to completly embody non-violence emerging within me. As an expression of that I feel a calling to embrace celebacy - to allow my s----l energy to express itself completly unencumbered by the false limits of the self. I feel compelled to try and cultivate a sense of unconditional love for the totality of who I and the world am. At the same time though I desire to share a closeness with an individual person on an intamate level. If you would like to explore this with me I would love to hear from you...