Candyjo, 63

So this is what i am? All these years I have blamed myself, my past relationships, my childhood. Could it be? I had hardly had time to glance at the defination of words like Asexual and Celibate, and a random search this very morning had my curiosity sparked. The realization came to me almost as instantly as the thought of the difficulty in finding someone that is NOT interested in s--. I've been to so many dating sites over the years I'm considering changing my username to "NO Soliciting" So I'm here to look around and see if I can make some friends and hopefully some sense of place as I discover or uncover what is really the reason i'm still alone and Where I fit in that world, and if there is someone to share what i find I truly want (whatever that is).. I guess I will update my profile as I learn and discover, and maybe you can follow along in my journey.